I love this picture! Don't you?

Cherise and Josh left today. =( It's always hard getting back into routine, after they've been here for a while. *sigh*

Yesterday we played a ton of games. We litterally played them all day. We played Succatosh twice, Bolderdash, Zigity, Ruckus, Gold Digger, Apples to Apples, Risk, and I think a few more. I played all of them but some games just Cherise, Josh, Julia and I. Some Alina, Cherise, Josh, and I. And others my whole family. It was fun. After dinner we had a camp fire outside using the new fire pit thing my mom got for my dad for Christmas.

We took all our Christmas decorations down today also.=(

I want to THANK everyone for the gifts you gave me. They were very nice. Even if you didn't get me one thank you for reading my blog.

Christmas Pictures at my Grandparents house Christmas Day

(top left to right) Josh, Me, Julia, Grandma, Mom, Cherise, Dad, (bottom right to left) Jeremy, Uncle Jim, Aunt Wendy, Zack


All the cousins.


The Sillaman Family


The original Battles (missing my Uncle Dan)


Me and Cherise Christmas Eve

We opened our presents at my house at like 8:30, then went to my grandparents house for the day. It was fun. We played a lot of games. Including Succatosh, Cranium twice, Catch Phrase, Totally Gross, Rummee 500, and 5000. It didn't feel like Christmas at all no matter how many presents I opened. We talked a lot, and we stood around the piano and sat around the room singing. That was different but it was fun. Some people did some solo's. I recorded my Uncle Jim singing a solo fal seto(how it sounds, you know what I mean) on my new mp3 player that I got for Christmas! It sounds very high. LOL. We left my Grandparents house around 10. Over all it was very nice.

IMPORTANT: READ

Okay I need to know if ANYone ever reads my blog, besides my family. So please comment cause I'm feeling really dumb for posting and expecting people to comment. You can just comment something like "I read it and I didn't like it" or if you did "I read it and I liked it." Just please comment. Thank you.

How unfair, how depressing, how maddening it is for your good friend to be accepted just like that. But still you and so many other people aren't accepted... yet still being left out, still being forgotten, still being the "odd" one out.

Christmas plans

Yea so Josh is coming home Friday, and Cherise will be home hopefully Sat. but probably Sunday. =( Oh and Christmas Eve we're going to the Abrenathy's house after chruch that morning, then going from their house to chruch again. But I really wanna come home for some time that afternoon. Then Christmas day we're gonna go to my Grandparents house for the day. They live 1 hour and 15 minutes away. Yea, so that's what I'm doing.

putting up the tree

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We put up our tree the day after Thanksgiving but I just found these pics. Our tree is fake, fyi.

Caroling is tonight. it would be better if my friends were coming but oh well. It's not about being with friends it's about...singing to people. Right?

I will be remembered by...

	Mandy discovered a new genre of music by mixing country with hip hop.
	... afterward, Mandy walked across the desert for no reason.
	'How will you be remembered in history books?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I am good, I am very very good.

Are you Good or Evil?

You are completely and utterly Good. Good for you! Just remember to have a little fun now and then...

'Are You Good or Evil?' (QuizGalaxy.com)

Help!

Today

Today was very interesting. I managed to sleep into 10:00, get all my school done and take a shower before 12:20, then I ran out the door to get to my orthodontist appointment at 12:30, got my colors changed to red and green (Christmas!) and now they have me wear rubber bands. Then as we were pulling out of the otho, a car ran a red light and almost ran right into us! I was in the front seat, it was really scary! I screamed as mom stepped on the brakes, and the other car missed us by a inch!! To cvs we went next to get some advil for my teeth (cause rubber bands hurt), and then kfc and then we were on our way to Recreational World to get our trailer back. They were fixing it because the mice ate our camper. But that's another story! Anyways, on the way there we ate our lunch from kfc. I got mac and cheese (I know I know) and the girl didn't give us any forks or spoons so Julia ripped off a piece of her box and gave it to me to scoop out my mac and cheese. So that was new. I never used cardboard to eat mac and cheese...or anything else for that matter. The way home was uneventful. And so will be the rest of the day. Until small group...That should be full of boring events! Yea, anyways, that's it. Hope you enjoyed reading about my "wonderful" day. BYE!

Monday's

It must be Monday! What a dumb day! Can't drag my butt outta bed if only I could sleep in--and wake up on the weekend oh, what a dream that would be, yeah but fat chance for that one-it ain't gonna happen better get back to reality...

Sapere Aude

Does anyone know what those latin words mean?

Photo Impression

Siblings

Missing faces

These are 2 more collage's I made with a progam called Photo Impression. Can you tell who everyone is in the "missing faces" picture? What do you think of the pictures?

Julia and I made this collage thingy. Isn't it sooo cute?

New youth leader!!!!!!

Josh is gonna be the new youth leader starting feb. 1st sometime!!!!!!!

dream dream dreeeaamm.

Your Life Is Worth...

$965,500

How Much Is Your Life Worth?

Thanksgiving!

The whole family.


My parents!!

Cherise, Jul and I.

All the girls! 3 generations!!

The Sillaman Family

The Sillaman Children

Valerie...

Mom, Cherise and I rearranged my bedroom. Here's some before-after pictures. We found a lot of dust...I'm still coughing and sneezing.
See most of you tonight!!
BeforeAfter
Before
After

Before

After

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!

Stuff

Lots of stuff happened today...Including getting lost, almost getting killed, being bored to death by a guy teaching collage people about theology, falling, hurting myself, Josh laughing at me be cause I fell and was "rolling around" he says, shopping, and being gone aaaaaaaaaaalllllllllll day long. Very interesting. i won't talk about the blast game. most people got it covered. Cherise is coming home tonight! Thanksgiving is this week! josh is home. I'm gonna rearrange my room this week. I have a cut on my tounge that feels like a bump. check alina's blog on the comments that last time i checked has 67 comments!!! the last 9 are by me. yea julia has gymnastics tonight, and tonight is the last night of her gymnastics. that's whats going on with me. What are you doing for thanksgiving. OH and my grandparents are coming wednesday. I just got news, Julia is not going to gymnastics tonight shes very tired.

"Wish List"

Here's my wishlist. I made it.

OH when your down and looking for some cheering up, Then just head right on up to the candy mountain cave, When you get inside you'll find yourself a cheery land, such a joyful and happy and perky, merry land, we got lollipops, and gummy drops and candy things, oh so many things that will lighten up your day, it's impossible to wear a frown in candy town, its the neck of lovely candy cave, they've got jellybeans and coconuts with little hats, candy rats, chocolate bats, its a wonderland of sweets, buy the candy train to town and hear the candy band, candy bells its a treat as they march across the land, cherry ribbon stream across the sky and to the ground, turn around it surrounds, its a candy dancing tree, in the candy cave imagitnation runs so free, so Charlie will you please go into the cave? BOOM!

For Valerie

This is a new post for valerie. I am just about to go to julia's gymnastics. Tonight is the last week!!! I'll take some more video just for good measure. Too bad I can't put on this blog. OH well. BYe Bye!

I have another loose bracet! This is my second one in 3 weeks! Grrr. I don't know what colors I should get when I got today. Got any ideas? Thats it for now! Bye

Statement for today (no i won't do this very often)

3 hour naps help you with your day.

Pictures of people's costums

Would you please tell me what I gotta be for you to want me

Love Me For Me
by ZOEgirl

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Spotlight glaring down
Silence from the crowd
The circus is just beginning
I tremble, looking around
I would hate to fall and hit the ground
In front of all these people
That wouldn't be pleasant
So the music plays
And the trapeze sways
And my heart is beating faster
But all I hear is laughter
From the crowd
Cause they see right through my gaze

Would you please tell me
What I gotta be
For you to want me
For you to want me, yeah
Cause I am
Just trying to understand
Why you don't love me
Why you don't love me for me
There is someone who loves you for you

I keep lying to myself
Trying to be somebody else
In front of all these people
I feel really foolish
And when the main attraction at the masquerade
If I keep goin' like this, I'm gonna go insane
Is this circus act all I'll ever be?
Yeah...

Would you please tell me
What I gotta be
For you to want me
For you to want me, yeah
Cause I am
Just playing a losing hand
If you don't love me
If you don't love me for me
There is someone who loves you for you

God loves you and me
Let me tell you it's the kind of love that's given free
And it doesn't fake
And it doesn't flake
And it doesn't play those games

God loves me and you
Let me tell you it's the kind of love
It's real, it's true
And it doesn't lie
And it's doesn't cheat
After it takes you off your feet

So just... tell me
What I gotta be
For you to want me
For you to want me, yeah
Cause I am
Just trying to understand
Why you don't love me
Why you don't love me for me
Tell me

What I gotta be
For you to want me
For you to want me, yeah
Cause I am
Just playing a losing hand
If you don't love me
If you don't love me for me

[repeat 2 times]
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La da da da da da da da
God is someone who loves you for you

Thursday the 19th

Okay so everything was normal...get up, play with the boys, we were supposed to leave at 9:00 to drop Julia off at babysitting and then I would come with mom to bible study at the church to watch Jake. Well Mom forgot that we had to leave at 9 until 9:02, she was still talking with Mrs. Debbie (she was picking up Seth and Noah). So mom was helping Mrs. Debbie by bringing the diaper bag to her car and Julia comes out of the house and shuts the door...without getting the keys to the house and the car!!! So here we are locked out of the house and no way to get Julia to babysitting and mom and I to bible study. We normally have a car key under the car but we lost that when our car got towed that one time...that's a different story, and we also kept a house key on the trailer, but we had lost that one, too. So mom went over to the neighbors house to see if they still had the key from when we were on vacation. No they thought they gave it back. So Julia is standing at the door and prays "God, please help us get this door open." And then she had the idea to kick the door with her foot, and the shut all the way locked door swung right open after the hit it with her knee!!!!! THAT WAS ALL GOD. We dropped Julia off at babysitting and went to church...which was locked and mom had lost her key to the church some time ago. Mrs. Laura usually was there but she wasn't. Mom and I almost went to the locksmith nearby and get an extra house key made and a car key, but we decided she would be back soon. 5 minutes later she pulled in and let us in. Guess where she came from. The locksmith making us a church key!! But she copied it from a copy so it didn't work. I thought that was pretty cool. Everything was uneventful until we were going to leave. Mom asked me if I had the keys. I said, "Why should I have them?" "I thought I asked you to get them out of the library" She said. So I went and looked in the library for the keys and they weren't there. Then mom asked me to go look in the car to see if we locked them in there. I went out and they were in the ignition!!! ARGGG!!! Now what? I thought. Mom called the locksmith to see if he could come down and help us but he wouldn't be able to come help for another 45 minutes, and we didn't bring any school to do! Mom called dad to tell him what was happening, thinking he wouldn't be able to come help us cause he would be a half hour away on a job, but he was only 15 minutes away! So he came and got his key and unlocked the car! We were saved! WOOPIE! Right after that we went and made copies of our keys. In one day we managed to lock ourselves out of the house, church, and car!!

Braces

before and after pictures.

Jake

These are some picture's of Jake. He'll be one next wednesday. Jake is Ashley Kanally's baby. I watch him at church while Mrs. Karen Maclure is in my mom's bible study.

Zoo at home!!

Yesterday Seth and I made a zoo in our living room! Stuffed animals of course. Here's some picture's of the animals we had. I'll post more after this post. It won't all fit on this one for some reason. Hope you like 'em!
Bunnies,

Kangeroos,
Bears,
Cats,
Dogs,
Kiwii bird
Monkey's,
monkey's,
Cheetahs,
Lions,
Crabs,
Elephants, there's more!!